barrier

invisible.
these walls that keep me safe.
away.
from the terrible beauty of your world.
i sit.
i wait.
i watch.
nothing.
i reach out.
in my mind i speak words of love.
yet only there do i dare.
come out and cry...expose myself.
my weakness.
my imperfection.
if only i could do more.
if only i would try.
if only...
one day i will give my heart.
my soul.
my all.
away...
one day i will change.
maybe tomorrow
maybe tomorrow i will discover.
love.
and yet i wonder...
i wonder.
how fearless must i be.
how ready and willing must i be.
to break past this.
my fear.
my hope.
my future.
this love.