sooo, uhh...lent's coming up.
ash wednesdayy is tomorrow!!
should i be excited? haha
hmm.lemme see.
things are going pretty good here on
the home front. kinda tired right noww.
dunno really why i'm blogging, but i figure
its a good thing...maybe i'll try and write
something every day for the next forty days.
honestly, right now, i'm in the mood for a detox.
and by detox, i mean full out mind, body, soul
cleansing. i feel sooo fucked up just in general for
some weird reason. everything is just a mess.
ask me why? idk really...its just a feeling.
my knee is swelled up from when i hit it on the gym
floor the other dayy bboying...prepatellar bursitis...
gotta rest it up...sooooo difficult not being able to
move around freely...run...dance...bboy...hella frustrating!
i seriously need an outlet.
in a way i guess this type out is good.
just let the words flow...stream of fuckin consciousness
artsy bullshit kinda thing ya knoww.mm
gotta start trying to refocus, redefine who it is that i am
who do i think i am and why do i feel soo lost?
damnnn.
back to the detox thing.
been lookin up how to do like a juice.water detox...
figured since i can't really exercise or anything i might
as well try something different.kinda a health freak
...or maybe i'ma just narcissistic. //
i mean, it IS gonna be ash wednesday tomorrow.
gotta fast anywayy.
JESUS.
why do i feel so distant?
need to get some sorta pattern going in my life.
something constant.
man, i wish i knew how to love.
you know...REAALLy love.
i'm just to scared i think.
tooo scared.
fuck fear.
i gotta write my essay for the ronald mcD's
renewal scholarship tomorrw...shizz.i think
its due soon...gotta stop putting it off.
soo tired.
gonna go to sleep.
hopefully i'll get up early.
been so hard lately ://
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